Hey everyone, I've been really struggling with lust and procrastination the past few weeks. Basically I've been spending a lot of time on flash games and looking at dirty pictures the internet is famous for, particularily here at DA.

I just thought I'd leave this out here since I want to be more honest here and have my page reflect my real self more. That's why I deleted my Star Mushroom saga pages. It was fun and all to write but all it can lead to are situations that are fetish, erotic, and basically things a Christian shouldn't be writing about or just plain stupid. Oh, I'm sure if I had continued it I would have gotten quite a few more page views and stuff but it became spiritually painful to write it. Also i have better things to write, things that could actually be published someday. Besides, fan fiction is nice and all but it is a skill builder and a stepping stone for writers.

I don't mean to be preachy or anything and there isn't too much that is inheriently wrong with fetish art and such, it's just that it is a spiritual weakness for me that leads me into sin. I can't look at that stuff without sinning in my mind. Paul tells us to flee from sin and that's what I'm trying to do.

I can't tell you how many pictures of Oola and star wars stuff that I ripped up or deleted. They probably would have gotten me a whole lot of page views but as I said before I didn't want to become a star wars fetish artist. I'm not an artist at least not a good one, I'm a writer. Doing art just takes way too much time for me, I'm not patient or skilled enough in that area.

Oh, and if you're wondering why I'm up so late I was working on a story for my creative writing class. I'm not comfortable sticking my recent stories up here because they go through so many changes and edits so afst that I don't feel ready to publish them in any form. Though I am thinking of putting up some of my older stuff later. I tend to do my best work in the dead of night, when I'm not distracted by flash games and stuff.

This was a bit longer than I thought it would be but it wasn't bad. I'm still doing the second part of my Princess Puff Girls picture, I just don't have time to finish it with school and all.

So, that's all for now. God Bless and Happy All Saints Day (or Day of the Dead for those of you in Mexico).

-Rancor1